I don’t feel like making any noise today

would you believe that todays censor warning was issued and I was blocked after reading his blog. I love the comedy of life

I think the only thing that will save me today is chocolate and cuddles

I took a long hard look at what I was doing to someone in my life last week and decided it was cruel to keep leading him on with the pretence that at some stage there might be something more between us. The ritual humiliation of him in front of friends had become cruel and basically he is a nice guy (just not my guy).

So on friday night I took him outside to stand and stare over the river while having a whicky and cig and tell him that he was a really nice guy and that he really should make a go of going out with Kristen (thats the sad thing sometimes guys don’t notice the chances they are passing up when they are fixating on one person, she’s a lovely girl who stands cow eyed staring at him and taking in every word he says  like a daiety).

This was after he had to sit through a meal of my friend and I playing flirt chase accross a table (the friend is of course dating another friend of mine but that is not publically known so we could play our games and convince the rest of the table that we were seeing each other while both of us we texting someone else) it entertains us both if nothing else.

Saturday after a late finish and an early start I was back out on the town after a full week of being out I didn’t really want to be there but I had promised and I do always stand by my promises. The evening had the feel that you knew it would end badly before it started but we were still thrashing it like a dead horse. I reached break point lost my temper and then after that burst into tears because I’m homesick for sun and I have been feeling all week like I don’t want to be here but not voicing it to anybody but a close friend who couldn’t exactly talk to anyone else about it (7000 miles is handy sometimes).

This week I’m trying to stay in  - it probably won’t happen like that but the lack of sun and the short dark days are dragging on me

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with not having a functioning laptop and my social life I don’t have much time to be online, please know I do miss reading all your journals

(group hug  - Yacky put that away)

I’ve checked and no I’m not!!!

Dear Friends

Please stop ringing me to discuss your sexual mishaps, also the creepy couple looking for a threesome I won’t be happy till you two are on a plane to india and finally, the most creepy thing f the day my friend showing up at my door with a pair of red boxing gloves and asking if I will strip and put them on for him (that is wrong on sooooooooooo many levels).

Lots of love

Me

PS. Lem this excludes you snigger

I was at a birthday party for a man going blind and an eye surgeon (they are dating  - surreal but true) Nads and I took in a male friend (well I’m convincing her to date him) he’s lovely honest  - no really he is, I love him to bits just don’t want to see him nekkid so am trying to find him a nice home.

I got very drunk - I get more evil as I get drunk I am now in recovery mode from drinking (but I think it would be wise if I cancelled tonights engagements so as to protect the world from me) I drunk about 2.5 bottles of wine and some of my male friends carona (but darn it it wasn’t a free bar giggle)

Weird moment - the hosts of another party that I have been invited to totally creeped me out by stroking my face randomly and muttering so pretty (so guess who’s house I won’t be going to aaaaaaargh)

There was a girl last night that looked like princess fiona off shrek2 - only she wasn’t green and I don’t think the tiara she was wearing was an ironic statement either.

I think I need adult supervision

and in another moment of weirdness a male has asked me to help him with his dating technigue (get them drunk and lie through you teeth - but no unfortunilty thats not the way he wants to go)

few truths that may amuse you

I am a romantic

my cat has decided to stop eating prawns

my favourite color is green

I paint my toenails in the winter

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Hope all is well with you guys I am supposed to be somewhere else (whoops) so if your not being good don’t get caught!!!

will try to catch up and read you all soon

promise