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emotional stunted in the Thai twilight

Written on August 28th, 2009
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Confusion of emotion

crossed lines

relationship undefined

I have made it to thailand, off to pick ting tong from airport as she has traveled the other direction and we have meet in the middle




Tell the truth shame the devil!

Written on August 26th, 2009
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Am I the only person round here who has ever bitten their toenails!
(ok I haven’t done it for a long time but I have bitten my own toenails)

I want a cuddle today - I’m feeling a little childlike today

It is raining outside




and so

Written on August 25th, 2009
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there was only two more sleeps

and for some of you you do know that it means I’m 7000 miles closer (can you hear the Darthvader breathing)

ps no sending me to fat camp when I get back




for this you should be thankful Steve

Written on August 25th, 2009
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today I saw a cute pair of boyshorts which had icecreams as a pattern on the butt I did almost buy them until I discovered that the company brand name was Steve
so Steve be thankful you have escaped from coming in contact with my ass




minimum wage!

Written on August 24th, 2009
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When I come back from being away with my aunt I just want a job. I just want to go out and work I started off my working life on minimum wage and I enjoyed it, I just like people their stories how they make their way through life.
There was a bit of a shocked silence on Saturday when I annouced that I was going to go temping when I came back and someone did say “thats very brave” (snigger).
I think people forget too quickly and feel the need to hide behind clothing and titles and everyone seems really miserable with it so . . .

Giggle some of you might remember my previous life experiments
such as buying and decorating a place on my own (I have got some really cool power tools)
Dating (WHATA MISTAKA TO MAKA)
making a new circle of friends (who knew there were so many lonely and desperate people out there) no they really are lovely people

The count down has begun only three more sleeps




Can you tell what it is yet?

Written on August 23rd, 2009
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Had a bit of a revelation about myself

highly amusing but slightly tragic at the same time

There is one thing I have learnt is that I need to have a breathaliser installed on my mobile phone

what is it with people wanting to have their photo taken with you when you don’t know them. I have come to the decision that somewhere out there that there is one or two boys now bullsh&ting out their asses to their mates about that kiwi chick




sour plums

Written on August 23rd, 2009
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it is a kind of Chinese condiment

I’m off to the chinese bakery and to get some fresh air

there is as usual allot going on in my head

x

mood - well its contentment . .  come visit




the earth spins as one girl stands still

Written on August 22nd, 2009
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smile
its strange how you can stand and reflect we are almost like survivers stagering out into daylight sometimes.I  sit at a table with a surgean, a lawyer, survayer a accountant and a tax advisor to those that want to avoid and I wonder where the hell we all went wrong.
The combined bill was the income for the month for a standard family (of course the food was perfect but when you are paying about a £1 a bite what do you expect it to be)
Heathers 37 she’s not drinking because next week she’s getting her egg frozen insurance against the wasteland of what woman who have made careers stare out accross hoping to find a mate but knowing they are racing against the clock in their heads.
I am viewed as an oddity I stepped away from a marriage no one cares about what goes on behind closed dores at least you had your wedding day.
The pilot has been behaving like a spoilt child he asks me like always where the woman he wants to meet are (his list a bit too long and he is unlikely to meet).
We eat and leave heading to the bars where I mingle and chat as the others stare against my back the late evening air cool amongst the heaters on the bar terrace.
A friend joked in a fairytale about a prince I looked chatted but he wasn’t here.
I think of you and smile
 THe world tonight is full of bitter singles (laugh) I’m off to bed.



Living dangerously!

Written on August 22nd, 2009
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I’m going out
noone is going to notice if I burp occassionally right?
Umm though it seems like Sully and I have had the same bug (I didn’t lose 8 pounds though)
I stayed in last night while everyone else was at champagne friday - I didn’t even go to the movies I stayed at home with my comfort pillow and felt sorry for myself
We are going to a restuarant which is supposed to be very good, I don’t really want to go partying afterwards as I still feel really wiped out but I want to see everyone before I go away

oh and I’m really happy today
Cloud Nine
thats your fault!




wistful saturdays

Written on August 22nd, 2009
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I am a picket fence kinda girl

anyway its Saturday, the washing machine is on I’m about to have breakfast hopefully it will stay with me (I’ve been as sick as a dog for the last week). Suns out so I will be going for a walk in the morning sun.

Five more sleeps to I go on holiday

Its at this point that I sort insurance, holiday money

As this is a dusty treky kinda holiday I’m taking old clothes with me so I don’t have to worry about making sure I have outfits and shoes packed

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